One Week left

One week left and its back to school.. I have totally slacked this summer and my kids still dont have much of what they need for school!! So lucky me waiting till last minute.. I am soooo behind with everything so this is definitely some icing on the cake. My Two girls are off to middle school and I feel completely lost. They don't allow backpacks here and I'm just praying that gives no reason for my girls to slack off because at the end of the day .. I am a very strict parent!! The bad thing is that my health is not so great lately .. the worst part is that i`m starting to give up on my fight.. I would much rather stay in bed then do much of anything which in turn means my thyroid none the less is acting a fool again!! Lucky me!! I have lost a good amount of weight but that in turn isn't helping lately .. I wanted to lose another 30 pounds but here i am stuck in fact I think I gain some pounds I am afraid to look that's for sure!! Any how I wish you luck .. so please I need some too.....

Words...

Life is all about moments!! There are good moments and bad moments!! Some days you have to remember why you keep fighting for those memorable moments!! These days its hard to remember the good moments when your heart is still aching from the bad moments. For me, my children help me keep focus!! They are the reason I refuse to give up!! the love I have for them are like nothing I have ever experienced ... they complete me!!

Where does the time go???

You know sometimes it seems life gets worst before it gets better but at times it is just all way too confusing!! My kids are growing up before my eyes and I too have grown up some with them. They inspire me to want more in life and I am a better person thanks to them!! Soon they will be starting school and I am looking forward to a break from having them home 24/7 but I`m not looking forward to middle school and all the drama that goes with it!! Am I wrong to want to keep my kids just that kids?? I maybe shelter them too much but as a kid I had to grow up fast and I just wish they weren't in such a rush!! I really need to get back on track with so many things ... blogging is certainly one of them.....

Winter sucks

So we woke up to 20 something degrees and i was most definitely freezing...brr..luckily we have a garage so we dont have to be the cold to long. I seriously hate the cold weather therfore well..today was not a great day. So i am blogging for real wow i cant even believe it .... I really need to find some mojo its been almost year since it made an apperance ....sorry i dont blog often enough i really need to not let my life control i need to take control of it...seriously...anyhow how have you been???? Remember me????

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OMG its August already

Can you believe it my babies birthday all went by and I have fallen apart gone alil crazy and yes I cant wait for summer to be over ... although my 10 year could tell ya Ill miss sleeping in lmao but well it is what it is.. I really need to get myself on track ... but I have been saying that for sometime and still feel a lil lost.. one thing I can say about project 365 is that I have realized my life isnt as boring as I thought but ehh thats good right.. lol.. so Im off for now .. if ya need me find me on facebook...

Hugz
Monica

Sorry again I have been MIA...

I am so sorry for being MIA.. I have been keeping up with my project 365 just more on my facebook then anything else . I have allow my life to consume me somewhat and actually the month of April is a very sad month for me .. I seem to climb into a dark place mentally during that month.. I am slowing coming out of it and getting back on track... =) go me!!! lmao I will get back on track maybe even step back into some old hobbies I have parted with .. I miss alot but change makes somethings come to light a little brighter.. .. anyhow its late for me and I need to get some rest ...
byeeeee....

Oh where oh where have I been????

Oh so we moved about an hour away from our old place and honest I have never been so heartbroken... I miss my house sooo much and well this week was the final days for us to get out ... yes I lost my house to the bank ... it was so hard for my babies... they are in a new school .. sharing a room and well lately just everything is going wrong... everything....so this week I have to prepare to lose my car... and well It just really has me completely stressed... its going to complicate so many things but I have no other choice nor help. If fact most people have turned their backs to me right now when I need the most support. Im all alone in a new city and well a complete emotional mess.. I try not to cry when kids arent around but honest .. Im just sooo sad.. ok well I am just rambling away..

hope you all have a great week!!